My name is: Maria
I may seem: like i know what i'm doing
But I'm really: a dork
Sometimes I feel: depressed
In the morning I: sleep
I like to sleep: for days
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: on a plane to Philippines
Money: can corrupt you
One thing I wish I had is: a better life
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: a brother
All I need: good music
If I had one wish it would be: that people would be satisfied with what they have and not complain
.FIRSTS.
First best friend: Rowena
First car: i’ll tell you as soon as I get it
First real date: 6th grade
First real kiss: 6th grade
First break-up: april 2001
First screen name: weapongurl
First self purchased album: blink-182
First funeral: my grandfather's
First pets: 2 rabbits, 2 parrots
First piercings/tattoos: ears
First credit card: never had one
First true love: I can't really know if its true love until they have sacrificed for me...
First enemy: myself, i'm my own worst enemy...
First musician you remember hearing in your house: some filipino singer...
.LASTS.
Last cigarette: marlboro
Last car ride: Jose's lexus
Last kiss: my little sister on the cheek
Last good cry: thursday night
Last library book checked out: Jake Riley - Irreparably Damaged
Last movie seen: not sure
Last beverage drank: milk
Last food consumed: egg roll with rice
Last crush: hehe
Last phone call: Angela
Last time showered: 4 hours ago
Last shoes worn: chucks
Last cd played: Vans Off The Wall Volume IV
Last item bought: hot cheetos
Last annoyance: brother
Last disappointment: right now..
Last time wanting to die: yesterday
Last time scolded: never. my rent's aren't like that..
Last shirt worn: baby blue tank top
Last website visited: myspace
Last word you said: phallus.
Last song you sang: note to self - from first to last
What is in your cd player?: a mix cd
What color socks are you wearing?: i’m not wearing any
What color of underwear are you wearing?: white with green leaves
What's under your bed?: another mattress
What time did you wake up today?: 9:30
.FUTURE.
Where do you want to go?: europe and philippines
What is your career going to be?: not yet decided.
Where are you going to live?: paris or nyc
How many kids do you want?: one or two
What kind of car(s): something fuel efficient... like a hybrid
.CURRENT.
Current mood: sad
Current music: wake me up when september ends - greenday
Current taste: nothing
Current hair: down as usual
Current longing: get out of this house
Current desktop picture: the hotness of Jamison Covington
Current favorite artist: underoath, from first to last
Current book(s): harry potter series.
Current color of toenails: black
Current time-wasting wish: sleep.
Current hate: my life as always
~*What*~
What makes you smile: good music, chocolate, a good conversation
What makes you cry: something major
What makes you laugh: the dumbest things
What makes u feel bad inside: cruelty
What makes you feel good inside: knowing that i have the whole day to do absolutely NOTHING... sheer bliss
What determines what kind of a day you have: my attitude about it
What makes you mad: ignorance and a brother
What makes you jealous: when people get things without having to work for them
What makes you nervous: tests and certain guys
What ruins a good day: when your brother blames you for something you didnt do.
What makes your confidence plummet: when someone tells me something oppose from the truth. like they say i'm pretty, which i am most certainly not.
Who gets on your nerves: many people, but mostly dishonest ones
What turns you on: an acoustic guitar
What turns you off: overly large egos
What bores you: the civil war
~*Why*~
Why do you think people smoke: to feel accepted
Do you want to change yourself: occasionally
Why: to make myself a better person
Why do you think people flirt: i dont know, to get attention from the person they like
Why are people mean to nerds: people do mean things to make themselves feel better
Do you like it when people are mean to you? no, who does?
Do you like school: i like the seeing my friends part, but not the actual work part
~*Where*~
Where do you go to cry: my room, or somewhere when no one sees me
Where do you go to vent: my mp3
Where do you go to chill: wherever amusing...
Where is your favourite resting spot: bed and in a guy's arms
Where do you go when you feel like not living: shower
Where do you go when you need to clear your mind: on the roof
Where do you go for help: google.
~*When*~
When do you think about your life the most: at night before i fall asleep
When do you feel the worse during the day: right when i get home from school
When do you feel the best: when i'm with good friends
When do you cry alone: when im in a bad mood
When do you flirt the most: when i'm with the guy i like
i was bored....  | 
